how can i thank you?

this song.. .these lyrics ... are so hard @ this very moment.
but even at this darkest spot
where i want to kick and scream like a three year old for God allowing my mom to be taken away:

i can't imagine my life without Him.
without His presence.
without His love.
His mercy. forgiveness.
i think about people who don't know of His grace
.. .and I can't help but want to "tell it on the mountain", sharing with the whole world.
and for that i am grateful.


[try your best to ignore the old.school video - it's the only recording I could find]

When the sun starts to rise and I open my eyes
You are good, so good
In the heat of the day with each stone that I lay
You are good, so good

With every breath I take in
I'll tell You I'm grateful again
When the moon rises high before each kiss goodnight
You are good

When the road starts to turn around each bend I've learned
You are good, so good
And when somebody's hand holds me up, helps me stand
You are so good

With every breath I take in
I'll tell You I'm grateful again
'Cause it's more than enough just to know I am loved
And you are good

So how can I thank You
And what can I bring
What can a poor man lay at the feet of a king
So I'll sing you a love song
It's all that I have
To tell You I'm grateful
For holding my life in Your hands

When it's dark and it's cold and I can't feel my soul
You are still good
When the world has gone gray and the rain's here to stay
You are still good

With every breath I take in
I'll tell you I'm grateful again
And the storm may swell even then it is well
You are good

So how can I thank You
And what can I bring
What can a poor man lay at the feet of a king
So I'll sing you a love song
It's all that I have
To tell You I'm grateful
For holding my life in Your hands