naps suck. period.

just woke up from a much needed nap and seriously thought my mom was still here.
it was a least a minute before my brain fully processed, i couldn't simply call her.
let's just say the events that followed were not positive ones.
in the least.
melt.down status.

i'm ready for this bad dream to be over.
i'm done with it.

i miss her voice.
her laugh.




her love.
her hugs.
everything is empty without her.