i wasn't even looking
but you were there.
.peering out at me
two wheels hanging over the edge of the matchcar stand in the middle of the CVS check.out line.
the pink cadillac.
Could you have been more obvious today?
you talked about that car so much.
your face isn't clear in my mind four years later.
that makes me sad.
my heart. hurts.
but it wasn't your face that made me feel so loved.
it was all the other parts.
the ones unseen.
when i try real hard and even in moments when i don't, you sneak up on me
.your presence right beside me.
even four years later.